Learning to Enjoy:

I come from a very close minded family when it comes to sex. The word was never uttered from my parents, at least not while I was around. When I came 'of age' my mother gave me a book series and told me to read it. Did I do this? Of course not. Flipping through the pages I saw drawn images of female and male anatomy, words I couldn't pronounce, and topics that I had no interest in.

Fast Forward to age 18.

I find myself dating this boy that I swear is the one. We're out and the subject of sex comes up. "You wanna do it?"

I sure as hell did, but I was petrified.

I had not had anyone to talk to about sex, to explain to me how to start or much less how to enjoy it. Needless to say, my first sexual experience was a complete failure.

Fast Forward again, 24.

Thankfully over the years, I've had friends and lovers that helped me along the way. I've been given tips on everything from positions, blow jobs, to toys. I've found that I love sex. Every aspect that you can imagine. I find myself longing for more, I want to experience more. I want to dive into the the realms of sex that are considered taboo still to most.

I've decided to keep this blog to share my experiences and perhaps to gain insight from others. This is my first baby step in learning to be more open talking about sex and my own sexuality. I don't want to feel ashamed for 'being human'. I don't want to feel like its some type of dirty secret anymore! (Though, I guess it will be until someone actually reads this blog, eh?)

Kudos to the women who aren't ashamed of their sexuality.

Kudos to the women who have given me the inspiration.

Kudos to my husband for helping me understand that I shouldn't be ashamed.

Kudos to anyone that has broken out of their shells.

And finally, Kudos to myself for trying to become free.